Saturday, February 7, 2015

Get Behind Me, Jesus!

Mark 1:21-28


Having both been pastors for so long 
                my husband and I have developed a strange
                        kind of religious humor
                                    yhat only the two of us understand
Whenever he suggests, for instance
            that we get some dessert
                        when I’m trying to watch my weight
Or if he suggests we give ourselves a break
            and not go to some event that we promised to go to
I’ll look at him and say, “Get behind me, Satan!”

And he knows that he’s tempting me to do something
            I’d really like to do but feel like I probably shouldn’t
Although he’s never actually tempted me to do any kind of evil
            and so calling him Satan is probably a bit over the top
                           but it’s our little joke

It's a reference to Jesus and Peter being on the road to Jerusalem
            When Jesus lets the disciples know
                        that he is going to have to die
and naturally, Peter pipes up and says,
            “Whoa!  Hold the phone!  Let’s turn around, Jesus!
                        You don’t have to do this!!
                                    You can’t die! 
                                                 Please, let’s turn around!”

And Jesus says to him, “Get behind me, Satan, you’ve got your mind
            set on human things, not divine things…”

Which to us, probably sounded a bit harsh
            Peter, after all, was just trying to save Jesus’ life…
But I understand
            Jesus didn’t want to die, either!
                        Nobody wants to die!
But he knew that if he was going to be faithful to God
            and not turn away from that commitment
                        he was going to get killed
To turn around would mean to abandon his faith, his commitment
It would save him a whole lot of pain
            but then he wouldn’t be able to live with himself….


                Jesus couldn't get a break.   He had just started his ministry, he was announcing himself to the world. It was his coming out party, time to introduce himself and who we was, what he was about--and he was doing well.  Everybody in the synagogue was impressed that day, he was a dynamic speaker, he blew people away…. When he taught, he taught with unusual authority; not authority that comes with a degree from a university, but a different kind of authority.  It wasn't just book learning--he didn't quote chapter and verse of the Scriptures.
His teaching held them mesmerized, they couldn't not listen.  He spoke to their souls ...

               Who was he? 
                     Where did he come from? 
                                  How did they not know him?
                                         What school did he go to? 
                                                Who was his mentor? 

               Man, he had them, had them in the palm of his hand when all hell broke loose.  The man came running down the aisle, hair disheveled, clothes torn, self-inflicted marks on his body.  People in the congregation cringed.  

"What have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazereth?? 
Have you come to destroy us? 
I know who you are, the Holy One of God,"..


Nobody moved 
he might be armed 
people froze in place, 
frozen in fear 
the man was wild and crazy with rage 

But it doesn’t make any sense
Why is that man there?
He came running up to Jesus as if he wanted help
             like so many people did in those days
They heard him preach
and were moved to believe that this man could actually help
when no one else could
And yet he’s screaming,  “What have you to do with us, Jesus??
What do you want?  Have you come to destroy us??”

It doesn’t make sense
It looks like the man wants help
and yet he’s saying “what do you have to do with me?
Are you trying to destroy us?”

It would seem the man doesn’t know what he wants
He’s there, in Jesus’ presence
He didn’t have to come anywhere near him
Jesus would not have been a threat to him
If only he’d stayed away
and yet his body carried him there

“What have you to do with us, Jesus??
Have you come to destroy us?” 

What have you to do with us, Jesus?
Its’ a very good question
In this political climate these days
So many people are claiming to love Jesus
               and to want to do the right thing, the moral thing
and yet they do it with some vehemence, such hatred and meanness
              claiming to be Christian
                  claiming to be on the side of God
Damning, judging, excluding, justifying killing,
            all for political credibility, power and votes
damning the opponent, declaring them evil
            and worthy of death
                        in the name of God and morality

What have you to do with us, Jesus?
               Indeed, what?

It seems that there are a lot of folks who use Jesus’ name
and believe that all we have to do is believe in Jesus
                 and from there on out,  we have a free pass
to judge anyone who don't share our same beliefs

They stop listening to the rest of the story
they don’t listen to all that Jesus came to teach

Love your neighbor,
Feed the hungry,  empower the poor
             set the captives free
BE JESUS in the world
           Serve, love, give, don’t seek your own gain
but care for those who are broken
                    even if they seem downright crazy to you

What have you to do with us, Jesus??? They scream
          we scream
Are you trying to destroy us?
Are you trying to make us into something we don’t want to be?
Are you asking us to give up our lives as we know it
In order to better resemble you??

GET BEHIND ME, JESUS!  I can imagine them saying
         Don’t talk to me of the things of God
                  Don’t make me change my ways,
                        Don’t make me love the ones I hate…
GET BEHIND ME JESUS!!

Jesus, unlike the rest of the crowed, seemed unfazed 
            by the craziness in the man’s eyes
                       the rage, the conflict, the agony and violence


Jesus reached out his hand 
             and with a loud voice, and seeming anger in his own eyes, 
he said, "Be silent! Come out of him!" 
              and the man was thrown back onto the floor 
                     he squirmed and convulsed 
                              as if he were having a seizure 
                                       as if he didn't want this to happen 
                                                 as if he was holding on with all his might 
                                                          to keep the demon inside 
because, after all, he knew his demons so well
                                 they’d become like family!

and then with another ear piercing scream
the man came to rest on the floor, still as death


the unclean spirit was gone 
            I bet you could have heard a pin drop in that room 
people stared at the man 
                 nobody moving, maybe no one even breathing 


They looked at the man, 
           laying peacefully on the floor, 
               starting to rub his face, and groan,
                     and they looked up at Jesus, 
                           his face still stern and determined, focused 


"What is this?" someone said, breaking the silence 
                   "what is this?" they said fearfully 
                          "a new teaching? with authority! 
                               "even the unclean spirits obey him!" 
                                          and they looked at Jesus with fear 


Who was he, that he was that powerful? 
            that his words, his mere words 

                 had that kind of powerful effect? 


They didn't know whether to kiss his feet 
              or drive him out and send him over the cliff 
Get behind me, Jesus!

But for better or worse, 
             his fame spread throughout the region 
Everybody was talking about him 
            and nobody quite knew what to think 

This is one of those parts of the Bible 
            where people, including myself, 
                        feel somewhat justified in turning off their minds 
                               and resting for awhile 
'Ah, it's the demons, again,' 
                another one of those stories about Jesus casting out demons 
                       whatever that meant

Modern minds tend to believe 
               that the demons of that time were probably just your normal 
                      everyday mental illnesses 
People were primitive back then, 
         and didn't understand psychology or science 
                and so what do we do with these stories 
                      if we don't believe in demons anymore? 

Fred Craddock, a retired preaching professor once said, 

               "not believing in demons has hardly 
                        eradicated evil in our world.." 

They were also called unclean spirits 
                another word for unclean, is well, dirty 
                        dirty spirits 
I never knew how to relate to the image of unclean spirits 
               until Larry and I were appointed to a church in Pennsylvania 
                     right after the  pastor of 18 years 
                             had been abruptly removed 
                                      for several counts of sexual misconduct 
We moved into his house 
          
and it was the only time I felt like I lived in a haunted house 

Have you ever been the unfortunate one 
            to uncover secrets that nobody wants to know about? 
The congregation had an image of their pastor 
          to be bigger than life 
                 amazing, wonderful, they adored him 
He was, after all, charismatic, a dynamic preacher
and he showed himself to be caring-- especially to women
We moved into his home 
        where he had lived for 18 years 
We only lived there a year 
              because that's as much as we could stand 

In his anger at being kicked out, 
         the pastor had locked his dog and cat into one of the bedrooms 
                 for a few days 
For weeks we could not understand where that smell 
           was coming from 
We shampooed all the carpets in the house 
           we aired out the house, 
                   but still there was that persistent, awful, 
                               nauseating smell 
                                         coming from the back bedroom 
The carpet back there was saturated 
            had to be pulled, and the wood underneath needed to be treated 
We found fist-size holes in closet doors 
               broken windows that were covered up in duct tape 
We got phone calls in the middle of the night 
              and when we answered, the caller hung up 


I always referred to that parsonage as the Amityville Horror 
          I couldn't stand to be in my own house 
There was an unclean spirit in the house 
         as crazy as that sounds 
                a spirit of intense anger, violence, lies, 
                       broken relationships, 
                              and many many days, all I could say was that there was
                                        a spirit of evil in every room 
                                                  brokenness, deep pain, intense anger 
After that, I believe in unclean spirits 
            dirty spirits that linger and fester like untreated wounds 
                      spirits that make you sick, literally 
                            that cause irrational dissension 
                                   that keep bitterness and hate alive 
It had filtered out of the parsonage into the church 
           and it infested everyone there 
                  like a virus 
                        and there was nothing the two of us could do about it 
                               by ourselves 
                                        and we had to leave 

I believe in unclean spirits 
         unclean spirits are spirits that keep people sick 
                 that keep relationships from being healed 
                        spirits that keep hate alive 
                              and fan the flames of bitterness and dissension 


Unclean spirits are spirits that keep the work of Christ 
           from going forward 
I've sensed them in all the churches I've been in 
             when someone is excited about a ministry opportunity 
                       a chance to reach out to those in need 
                             and they feel a passion and excitement 
                                    about being Jesus to someone else 
                                           but then someone says, 
"what about liability issues? 
          can we get sued? 
            what if they damage the carpet? 
                        what if they leave a mess?

                               how much will this COST?"

When the ministry of Christ among us is interrupted 
            there are unclean spirits at work 
Whenever good things are kept from happening 
             or volatile arguments and fights 
                   keep our focus off of serving Christ, 
                        there are unclean spirits at work 
When the truth is told and someone is punished for it 
              because we don't like truth that is hard to hear, 
                         there are unclean spirits at work 

We may know a lot more about what causes 
            various mental illnesses 
                         but for the person who is caught up in that mental illness 
                                    it doesn't ultimately matter what science knows 
that person's spirit is still so painfully broken and in chaos 
             unable to receive love and mercy 
                    unable to feel the goodness of wholeness 
whatever the scientific explanations are, 
                that spirit is still unclean, burdened, tortured 
                         separated from God's peace 

Not believing in demons anymore 
has hardly eradicated evil in our world….. 

They didn't know if he was good or bad 
            They didn't know if that kind of power 
                   could possibly be a good thing 
But Jesus did it again and again, 
                 he drove unclean spirits out of people 
                         and restored them to wholeness and health again 


It's easy to dismiss these stories 
           as ancient, and therefore irrelevant 
but you know, I think you're crazy 
          if you ever think that unclean spirits aren't real and very much alive 


We are all possessed, really 
        and we're fools if we don't admit that 
We're all possessed by something 
             something or someone that keeps us from wholeness 
                     keeps us from knowing peace in ourselves 
                               keeps us from speaking truths that need to be spoken

We're all possessed 
           it's just a matter of knowing what it is that possesses us 
               so that we can be healed 
And we won’t always want to be healed
              won’t want to let go of those precious demons
                      we know so well…

We may come willingly to Jesus
            and yet say,  “leave me alone, don’t change me,
                        don’t heal me,  it will be too hard, there's too much to lose….”

Over and over again in the Gospel of Mark 
                 it is the demons and only the demons who know who Jesus really is--
                        the Holy One of God 
Those who were crazy, those who were dismissed as being sick 
           they were the ones who called him the Son of God 
                   and it was the so-called sane ones 
                          who finally put him to death 


The ancients believed that unclean spirits 
            were more powerful than human beings 
                 but less powerful than God 
                          and I think they're right 
                                  they didn't know the science or the psychology 
                                        but they knew the basic truth 
unclean spirits possess us 
               and are too powerful for us to heal on our own strength 
                       the only way we can be healed is by the power of God 
                              in Jesus Christ 
Over and over again, 
         we try to heal ourselves 
               we try to control our lives 
                      we try to fix it all by ourselves 
                               but it's only when we have the strength 
                                         to surrender to God 
                                                 to say, "God, I can't do this alone 
                                                         I am powerless over this thing-- 
                                                             this addiction, this rage, 
                                                                       this hate, this pain, whatever…" 
and then to say,

       "God, you take it 
                you take me, and heal me..
                         let me get out of your way and surrender my own control…" 
Wow, that's hard 
         We are a fix-it kind of people 
                we are a self-help culture 
             Read a book, attend a workshop, take a course!
                        Take a pill!and be healed! 

But we're all just crazy, when you come down to it 
we're crazy because we live in a crazy world 
and we are fools if we think that that's not going 
to rub off on us daily 
We are possessed because we live in a world that wants to possess us 
We join the mob spirit 
we believe what we read on the internet 
we let our emotions take over 
and take us to places that aren't pretty 
We are easily possessed 
because we haven't learned that we can't be in control 
and be healthy 

Unclean spirits are, as they always have been, 
more powerful than humans 
but less powerful than God 
and the only way we can be whole and healthy 
and a little less crazy, 
is to surrender daily to our life-giving God 
the only one who can drive out unclean spirits 
from our souls 
and make us clean 

But, beware, 
those spirits never leave quietly, do they?         
Change never comes easily
When Jesus rebuked them to come out, 
the spirits didn't just come willingly 
they were forced out 
and they didn't like it 
they convulsed the poor men and women 
threw them around, injured them and exhausted them 
on their way out, 
leaving them vulnerable and weak 

In another part of the Bible 
Jesus talks about being careful --
that if demons are driven out, 
then something good and healthy 
needs to fill that empty place 
otherwise, the door is left open 
for more vicious and more plentiful demons to enter once again 

In other words, when we are healed from our demons 
we need to still be vigilant, faithful, prayerful, 
actively filling that empty place with good things, 
good thoughts, good spirit--
or worse and more powerful unclean spirits will come to live in us 

Not believing in demons has hardly 
eradicated evil in our world 

Evil is alive and well 
we fan the flame of it every day 
we are easily caught up in it 
Especially when it comes in the guise
Of religious language and propaganda
Our only hope is to trust the Risen Christ 
our only hope is to stay closer to him 
surrender our spirits every day to him 
trusting him to fill us with good things, right things 
It's hard to let go of that control 
It's hard to not to fight good things 
Unclean spirits never leave quietly 
or without trying to get the last dig in 
before they are banished 
Don't give them voice 
don't give them room 
allow your hearts, minds, and souls 
to be filled with the powerful spirit of the Living Christ 
whose presence banishes unclean spirits 
whose power threatens and overwhelms them 

Every day, 
Every moment, 
let the spirit of Christ come in 
with each breath of air you take 
and someday, we pray, 
they'll all be gone 
forever 
and everyone 
will be at peace